I was going to continue on with my Vegas experience, but that first night was pretty much the highlight. Yeah, I had a good time, and did some other stuff but I have lost interest in passing the rest of it on. Sorry. When I am on a roll, It flows out really easy. Other times, it just feels forced, and I don't feel good about the end result.
So, more about me.
Turn on's:
Freshly Washed hair
Victoria's Secret "Love Spell" and "Sexy Little Things"
That part on a woman's thigh just below her waist...That little shallow spot above her leg, and just to the side of her lower abdomen.
Having the back of my neck kissed
A really wet pussy
Ass play (Yeah, I have explained it before)
Getting all hot and sweaty from dancing all night and the shower afterwards.
I am not going to go in to my turn off's. No point.
I think I might be a lesbian. I really don't know at this point. I am done with men (at least right now), but I am not done with being "filled up" like a man can do. I like vaginal penetration, I like it alot. But I don't want that penetrating to be done by a man. I know I am not ballsy enough to say "Yep, I'm gay!", but I think I might be. I don't want everything that seems to go along with being gay. Like, saying I'm gay! Or marching for gay rights, or joining GLAAD, or signing up for gay and lesbian internet forums to talk about how I am shunned............Blah Blah. Any comments would be nice.
assuming you are gay, i think your inclination to handle it this way is the way more people should handle it. people get uncomfortable having anything flaunted at them and pushed in their face whether it be cleaning products, religion, or sexuality. would any of your friends be into fucking with a nice strap on you think?
ReplyDelete-vlorp
Hmmm. So what, you like girls. Yes that makes you gay. But that does not make you a militant gay. You are who you are. I would rather you spend time developing a relationship with another woman than feeling forced and stuck in a relationship with a guy. 2 happy gays are a lot better for the world than 4 unhappy straight (pretending) folks. Be cool. Be honest. Have fun. Hurt no one. All is well.
ReplyDeleteMaybe you are a bi-sexual woman, that just swings from guys to girls over a longer period of time than most bisexuals. Perhaps you don't feel the need to be bi-sexual in the same night. Or, heck, maybe you do.
It is your party. Hope you are feeeling well.
MichaelTheFirst
I have plenty of gay friends and from that I've learned something. You don't have to act gay to be gay. Don't be a stereotype. btw huge fan haha, ure blog and stumblings are the best
ReplyDelete