I has been about two weeks since Randi told me she didn't want to be with me anymore. Since then, I have ignored at least 100 of her texts, countless emails, and countless calls on Skype. I don't want to deal with her, I am done dealing with her, and I am moving on with my life. So, yeah, that didn't work out so well for me.
I flew in to Idaho Falls last Thursday for some well deserved time off. I actually get 10 days off, 7 of which are paid vacation. I haven't been home a whole lot, and when I am, it's usually only for a couple of super-ass busy days.
So Friday, I am sitting home alone, doing laundry and talking on the phone with my friend Shelby when my fucking laptop starts ringing. Yeah, guess who? I ignore like I always do, but this time she leaves me a video message. (She has left them before, but I have never once watched them). This time, for whatever reason, I told Shelby I would call her back, and watched the video.
Seeing Randi in tears broke my heart. She was begging and pleading for me to take her back, told me how much she loved me, and that she only said what she said because her parents suspected her of being bisexual and having a relationship with me, and that scared her. Now that she has her wits about her, she has told her parents that she loves me, and that it breaks her heart every day when I don't return her calls or texts or emails.............sob sob sob. The first time I watched it, my still cold heart felt nothing.........I turned it off, and went to go call back Shelby. My mistake was watching it again.
When I felt my eyes welling up with tears, I knew it was too late. I called her back and after 3 hours of talking, I told her that I would buy her a place ticket to come out to Idaho Falls. She told me that she already had bought a plane ticket and was going to come out and see me regardless if I answered the phone or not. She said she already had my address and was just going to keep knocking on my door until I answered.
I picked her up at the airport Friday evening, and we spent that whole night in each others arms, crying like little bitches.
I am so in love with her, and I just don't know what to do.
