Hello. Back from the brink once again.

I have had the craziest fucking month imaginable. I don't even know where to start.

Okay, so I haven't been on here for like, forever. Sorry about that. But you know, I started this blog to help me deal with some shit that was happening in my life, and although it really was my intention to write on my blog "all the time", sometimes life gets in the way of doing what you intend to do. So, for that I am sorry.

I spent another week in the hospital early this month. I won't go in to details, but yeah, it was related to the car accident. I get out of the hospital, go home to my new apartment, none of my shit is unpacked, my roommate is out of town and I fall in to a deep depression. Not clinical depression but I had a major case of the blues. I was so down on myself, so woe-is-fucking me I couldn't stand myself.

So, I am sitting in my pajamas one day around 3 in the afternoon when I get a knock at the door. I didn't wanna answer it, but whoever it was wasn't going to let me act like I wasn't there. I get up, get the door, and it's 4 friends of mine. They storm in to my place, acting all fucking bubbly and chipper and I wanted to beat their asses right then and there. The smell of cotton candy perfume mixed with Love-Spell and big red gum was enough to make me wanna puke, and I didn't want any fucking thing to do with their non-sense.

I plopped back down on the couch and the next thing I know, they are all pushing me to get in the shower because apparently, we are "Going to Vegas". I told them all no, that I was the only one who wasn't 21, and they could all go to Vegas without me. That didn't work either. My friend Michelle tells me they "have it all covered" and pulls an Idaho driver's license out of her back pocket with a girl who looks a lot like me. (It was kind of spooky how much she looked like me). I asked where they got it from and it turned in to a long story where I lost interest after the first sentence.

I so didn't wanna go. I wanted them to get the fuck out of my apartment. Well, I almost got my wish. Michelle, Lacie and Carlie all left to race to Carlie's house to get her shit, and they left Jenna with me. We have all been really good friends since Jr. High, but Jenna and I.........not so much. We don't hate each other or nothing, we just didn't get along as much as we got along with the others. So I am telling Jenna that I don't wanna go, she is telling me I don't have a choice, we are arguing, she is winning.

She tells me that if I don't get my smelly ass in the shower, she will throw me in there herself. I tried to say something smart ass back, but I knew she would still win. I just had no fight left in me. I grabbed my robe, and headed to the bathroom.
I no sooner got in the shower and had gotten my hair wet when the door opened. Jenna meekly asked me how I was doing, to which I replied that I was just fine. I was starting to warm up to the idea of getting out of town with my buds, so I was coming out of my mood a little bit. So when Jenna asked if I needed anything, the old me burst on to the scene when I told her "Yeah, you could come in here and service me". I followed that up with a laugh, and then said "No, Jenna, I'm good." I was about to ask her more when the curtain opened. There was Jenna. To me, it looked like she was naked. Well, maybe not naked but that was the first thing that popped in to my head when I saw her. She pulled the curtain to the side, and all I saw was her exposed shoulders where once there had been clothes. She asks me in her absolute best, slutty sultry voice, "And what did you have in mind? Full service?" I didn't know what to say. I didn't think Jenna was bi, and even if she was, would she come on to me knowing full well that the other 3 would be back in only a few minutes. My head was spinning until she asks me if she could "lick my cunt clean, ma'am". We both broke in to hysterics, and she revealed to me that she had only taken her shirt off.

So, that started out the weekend. Michelle's parents have some sort of time-share bullshit where they get points and shit to stay in these "resorts from around the globe". Whatever. We got to stay at the "timeshare property" which really wasn't so bad. I had tons of spending money, a fake ID, and my 4 best friends around. I needed to get out, and I was going to have fun.

So, we are driving Michelle's dad's Escalade XT This thing is decked out with every option. TV's, GPS, Satellite radio, 20" rims, tinted windows, leather seats....yeah, it was fucking sweet. All our bags and shit was stuffed in to the back, and we still have tons of room.

We left town at about 4:30 that afternoon. We had plans to drive as far as Salt Lake City and stay the night. We pulled in to a truck stop in Ogden to take a potty break. We stocked up on 5hour energy, red bull, bottled water, wine coolers, cigarettes and candy. By the time we got to Salt Lake, none of us wanted to stop. We would drive a few more hours and see where that got us.

You put 5 chicks in a vehicle with all that shit, on top of a huge need to "fuckin party" and it is quite the experience. So, it's about 9:30 and we are somewhere in Utah when Lacie says we should play truth or dare. At first, everyone balked at the idea, saying it was a Jr. High game. But only minutes later, Lacie was asking Michelle (who was driving) truth or dare. Michelle picked dare and next was driving down the interstate with her tits hanging out honking at the truckers. There was more of that for the next 15 minutes when I asked Lacie truth or dare. She picked truth, and I asked her a question I already thought I knew the answer to. "Lacie, have you ever gone down on another woman?" I really thought the answer was no. Lacie knew most of our "sexual exploits" and had always said (like Jenna) that it was something she would never do. I really only asked to move on to the next thing so we wouldn't slow things down. All of of jaws dropped when she said "Yes. Last month with a girl I met at the Million Dollar Bar in Jackson." We talked about that for the next 15 minutes or so when Lacie asks Carlie, truth or dare. Carlie says dare, and Lacie dares her stick her fingers in her pussy and lick them. Without any hesitation, Carlie unbuttons her jeans, pulls out her panties and sticks her hand in to her panties. When she pulls them out, her finger is visibly wet, even in the darkness of the truck. But instead of putting her finger in her own mouth, she reaches over to Lacie, and puts her finger in Lacie's mouth. To everyone's surprise, Lacie grabs Carlie's hand and feverishly started sucking the pussy juice from her finger.

There was a bunch of yells and high fives and laughter. The very next question was for Carlie to ask Jenna. Jenna takes Dare and is asked to pull up Michelle's shirt while she is driving, and suck on her titties for one mile. I honestly didn't think Jenna would do it, or Michelle would let her. But I was wrong on both cases. Things were really starting to heat up, and I could see that I wasn't the only one thinking this. Michelle took the next dare and was made to play with her pussy while driving for 2 miles. I took the next dare and I had to talk dirty to Jenna while I kissed her neck and played with her titties through her shirt. I ask Lacie, who takes a dare. I knew she would pick that, but I wasn't really prepared. It just popped out of my mouth when I told her "I dare you to go down on Jenna".

I have to go for now, but I wanted to leave you hanging. Ha Ha. Have a good night. Love ya