I wanted to answer a couple of comments.
First, my blog is not fiction. With that said, I will admit that there are some things that I will add that help the "story" flow better. I don't exactly carry around a recorder so I can transcribe each and every conversation during the day and mark down a timeline of exactly when things happened. I write my blog for myself, and it is awesome that people read it. But I have been independent and alone for most of my adult life. I have no parents, no siblings and only a few close friends. This blog is my way of talking to someone about my day, and it helps me in ways that I can't even describe. I would like any new readers to go back to the beginning and start reading there. It will tell you a lot about me.
As far as me getting horny when I work out........................I still find it interesting that working out is one of the many strange things that will arouse me for no good reason. The list is too long to put everything down, but here are a few more things. The smell of LoveSpell on someone else, walking in the rain, smelling freshly shampooed hair, slightly damp hair, the coolness of skin after being wet or swimming...............so yeah, whatever. LOL.
I have another poll question for you: Now this question is not for everyone, so only answer if you have a good comment. I will explain the reasoning for my question after..........
Does watching two people of the same sex having sex turn you on? What if those two people are the same sex as you? What if they are the opposite sex of you?
Here is the reason I ask. I was put in a position last night to watch two guys having sex. I was having coffee in a coffee shop, doing some work when 2 guys struck up a conversation with me. Somehow it turned to sex, and I found out that these 2 men were a couple. Then it came up that it would be hot if I were to watch them have sex. (Their idea). At first it was said jokingly, but half an hour later, it became more serious. I honestly thought about it, but also thought it was weird that they asked. I declined their offer, and a few minutes later we parted ways. When I got back to the hotel, I thought about it more. I watched a couple of emo-boys kind of have sex at a party a long time ago, but it was weird and it felt odd. So, I watched a gay porno last night. The first one I clicked on was a couple of hairy dudes and that turned my stomach. Then I happened upon one of a couple of muscle type guys in the shower. It didn't exactly turn my stomach, but it did nothing for me. The last video I clicked on was of two guys in their early twenties probably and it was pretty hot. When they got to licking each others asses, that was fucking gross, but everything else was kind of okay. It looked like they were genuinely "in to each other" and liked what they were doing. It didn't really turn me on, but it got the juices flowing, and I clicked off of it thinking that I should have taken them up on their offer. I HAVE A WEIRD FUCKING LIFE!
A sometimes rambling account of things that are sexual in my life. Sometimes I may talk about my sexuality, sometimes I may be talking about someone elses sexuality. Sometimes, I may just ramble. Actually, I may ramble more than I talk about sex. Comments are welcomed. Have a question that I can answer within the blog, let me know.
You do indeed have an interesting life. You seem to find yourself in situations on a regular basis that I only find myself in annually, if that. In some ways, I'm quite jealous of you.
ReplyDeleteAs to your poll question, I've never had the opportunity to watch another couple in person. On video I have a preference for heterosexual sex, but I do also appreciate scenes of two women as well. I'm not sure if I prefer heterosexual sex over two women because I find it more attractive, or if it simply provides a more visual experience. Scenes of two men I've found give me the stomach turning response you mentioned.
I would also like to ask an unrelated question. Why is it that you generally respond to questions that we ask in a new post, rather than directly in the comments section?
I am answering a comment by commenting. I always answer the question to a blog within a new blog because I always wonder if people go back and read the comments and understand that I am answering them. So, if that works, I will answer a comment with a comment.
ReplyDeleteI think I find myself in situations that seem rare for other people because I have a truly open personality. I don't get offended easily, I will talk about anything, and I am not scared of asking questions. The gay couple that I was talking to were youngish, playful and very friendly. My comments always seem to have a way to turn a lot of general conversation to sex. I truly don't care what people think of me, and I where most people may have a fear of being rejected in some way, I could care less. Take me for who I am, or get the fuck away from me. I don't beat around the bush, am honest to a fault and I love being me. People who know me love me, and people who start to get to know want to know more about me. I don't have the beauty of a model, but I carry myself like I am Miss America. I am not talking about the stigma that comes from "model" types and their attitude, I am talking about my confidence. You don't have to be gorgeous to have the confidence of someone who actually is. I have a very odd life, but I love it.
My best friend is gay, and I asked him about this. He said that when he was younger, sex was sex and if a chick wanted to watch, he would've let her. He shares a lot of his sex life with me because he knows it makes me uncomfortable, and I think he makes a lot of it up (he has been single for more than a year). I have watched 2 women before, but would never watch 2 men.
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