I wasn't going to post anymore, but shit changes

For anyone that follows my stumbleupon thingy, whatever the fuck it is, I said I wasn't going to do anymore blogging on here, or on there or whatever.........I have had a shitty couple of months. I have been severely depressed, I lost one of my jobs, blah blah blah.........Yeah, whatever. I still see all my friends, but most of them stay away from me when I am in my funk. I am slowly getting out of it, but I go through points in my life where I get like this. So anyways..................

About a month ago, I met a girl online. It wasn't a dating site or anything like that, but I will just say we met online. So, we start talking a little, mostly small talk, and a lot of sexual talk. I already know she is a lesbian, and she knows that I am a confused, depressed bisexual. We don't talk every day, but when we do, we chat for hours, sometimes deep in to the night. She sends me a few pictures, and I send her a few. At first, they are all non-nude, us sitting in front of our computers at that moments, some candids from our own picture library, etc. 

At first, her pictures seemed to good to be true. Really. She has really really blond hair, deep blue eyes, a tad on the "emo" side and her body is absolutely rocking. The more we talk, the more we get in to how much sexually freaky we are. Then, out of the blue, she sends me a picture of her standing naked in front of her computer. At first, I didn't want to reciprocate, but I get three more pictures, back to back to back of her bending over, one with a finger in her pussy, and the last one is that finger in her mouth, looking all naughty. I stripped off my clothes and started taking pictures of myself. Before the night was over, we were on the phone with each other and doing the kind of phone sex that would make a sailor blush.

It was 1:30am before we said goodbye. I woke up the next morning with the after effects of a great dream still lingering in my head. I took care of business before I made my coffee, then again while I was in the shower. I couldn't get her out of my head. I was on my way out the door when I get a text from her saying she had a great time last night, and wanted to know if I wanted to "up it a notch". I went to Wally World when I got off of work and bought a webcam. That night was freakier than the last one and it was closed to 2am again when we logged off for the night.

I had to get some sleep so I told her I had to work late a couple of nights, but I would get back with her on Friday. (This is about 2 weeks ago). That Friday, I stayed home and we got "webcam freaky" again, and stayed online until 5:30 the next morning.

We chatted about every other day, sometimes we did the webcam thing, sometimes we didn't. I always ended the night with me getting off anyhow. So, last Wednesday, as we are chatting, she says that she has some free airline miles, and could use it to get a hotel in Idaho Falls if I wanted to meet in person. My heart started skipping out of my chest and I no sooner said yes, we started making plans about what we were going to do to each other and we finished the night by simultaneously getting off on the webcams.

My weekend fun to come later. Please tune in.