A little depressed.

Zoloft! Now with Retsin.

That's what the Doc put me on. The appointment was actually for my "yearly", but I also knew she would know if I needed to be on something or not. Turns out she did.

I am still just as confused as I ever was. And there must be something about me that women just don't like. I don't get it. There have been a couple of ladies that I have tried to strike up conversations with on Stumbleupon, but that has never really worked out. I guess it is what it is. When you are trying to talk to someone while they are stumbling for PORN, it doesn't make for good conversation.

There is one that I have talked to that I think is the exception, but I have come to the conclusion that a lot of the other "females" that stumble are actually men. I see what they "like", and it just doesn't seem to be the kind of thing that women like...........but I could be wrong. I don't know what all women like (obviously), but it's just an observation.

So, last night, I am sitting in my empty apartment flipping through the channels on TV. I had just gotten out of the shower (an hour before), and was still naked. There was a knock on the door so I ran to get my robe. It took forever to find the stringy thing that ties it together, and when I got to the door, no one was around. There was a huge boquet of flowers though with a note that simply said "Thinking of you a lot lately" with no signature.

I didn't even bother to close the door and ran over to the window to look out over the parking lot. Nobody was walking away, no cars driving away, and no cars that looked familiar. I am definitely intrigued. The list of people that could have left it is quite long.