Oh my god, I'm happy!

For the first time that I can remember, I am happy. I have been smiling for that last two days, and I like it. It is almost like a switch that has gone off in my head, and all of a sudden I go from being melancholy and depressed, to, well, happy.

So, last night, I had the apartment all to myself. I went to Uhaul, bought a couple of boxes, and decided that I was going to pack. I thought I would start with the stuff that I could live without and went to the closet. In the corner of my closet is a white chest with all the important things of my life. I haven't put anything in it in quite a while, nor have I looked in it. When I opened it, right on top, was a suction cup style dildo, still in the box. I remembered buying it for a gag gift for a friends bridal shower a couple of years ago. No surprise that an 18year old marrying "the love of her life" would crash and burn a week before the wedding. I put it in my chest and forgot about. Dildos have never been a huge deal for me. I do own others, and use them with other toys, but it is rare. I set the dildo aside, and went through all my old memories.

Well, it was about midnight before I decided to go to bed. On my way to bed, I decided to take a bath. My bathtub is super small, but so am I, and it helps me relax. I started to run the water (which takes forever by the way to fill), and went in to my bedroom to get my pajamas. Sitting on my bed was the suction cup dildo.


Stay tuned for my midnight adventure, I have to go to work.

Love ya